I am back among the blogger living. At least for another week or so. It has been a busy school year as a teacher and a father of a now almost one year-old and almost four year-old. But, I have finally found some time (winter break) to do a little writing. So now it is time for the final installment of what God has taught me about the sinner’s prayer.
Are you back? Great! Here we go.
Quick summary (in case you did not go read):
- Part 1- I am amazingly disobedient and selfish toward God, and he is exceedingly patient and loving towards me. His “no” and discipline it is out of love and care for my soul.
- Part 2- Being a Christian and my hope of salvation is not built on a moment in time when I “did” something. It is not a prayer, a pastor handshake, or a dip in water. It is a life marked by change that can only be explained by the presence of the Holy Spirit.
In other words, I am a destable sinner in utter need of the saving, life changing gracce that is found in the life, death, and resurrection of Jesus. And that circle me back around to the original thought that sparked the start of this series of posts. The sinner’s prayer and what it means for my life today.
The basics of the sinners prayer is communicating this to God:
- We realize our sinfulness and inablity to do anything about it.
- We know our separation from God because of this sinfulness.
- We accept and believe that Jesus came, lived a sinless life, died a gruesome death, and came back to life again…and that he did this all to make us right with God.
- We commit to a life of loving, trusting, and believing God and following him.
Some of us were lead through prescribed prayers that cover all of this, some of us were given the basics and encouraged to pray from our heart, and others may even have just been lead to pray without any leading at all. But the gest of it is that we acknowledge that we are sinners separated from God, Jesus paid the price for our sin before God, and that we will live in trust of this and follow where he leads our lives. The sinner’s prayer. Basic and simple. Proof of a change of heart.
“CupofJoe Guy, we get it. What’s your point?”
Well, my getting irrated with the comment I mentioned that I read on Facebook (mentioned in Part II), led God to work on my heart. Why did the overemphasis on the prayer itself bother me so much? What was wrong with my heart that this was such a big deal?
God started to burn in my heart and mind the idea of the simplicity of the sinner’s prayer. If the evidence of my salvation is a marked life with change and not a momentary prayer, how am I doing with that? What does my life look like? Am I characterized by this change of heart and life?
Slowly, the fact was impressed upon me that the sinner’s prayer is for me. It is about me. It is about my relationship with God. Not the time I said it when I was six, but it is about my daily relationship with him. Do I start each day with an admittance of my sinfulness and separation, a renewal of trust in Jesus sacrafice and resurrection, and a commitment to follow and trust him?
I don’t. I live many days without any thoughts in this direction. I am so focused on my day-to-day life that my relationship with God is mostly an afterthought if I give it any thought at all. God gave me the realization that I need to begin each morning with the sinner’s prayer. I need to start each day fresh. I need to live each day in trust of Jesus. I need to remind myself of that. I need to preach the gospel to myself, accept it, and pray to admit and commit that day to follow God.
Have I lived each day this way since these revelations? No. But I have somewhere to start from each day, and I pray that it will become a daily instinct to one day start each day this way.
I know it has taken a long time to finish this thought, blogwise, but hopefully God will use the lesson God taught me to help you in your daily relationship with him.
Father, Jesus, Spirit, I am a sinner. I am sperated from you based on anything I do or offer of myself. Only Jesus was able to live a life that did not deserve death. I know that his death on the cross allowed him to take my sin and your wrath. I believe that he really died and was truly raised again. I commit to you today. Help me follow you today. Please lead me and help me to obey. I love you. your son, joe